You might think you need more clarity…
but you’ve likely had clarity before, and still didn’t trust it.

So you go looking for another answer, another sign, another reading…
and end up right back in the same place.

Hi, I’m Carina Bull, Trauma-Aware Intuitive Guide, Reiki Practitioner, Tarot Reader, and Circle Facilitator.

Through Soul Medicine, I support sensitive women who are holding everything together on the outside while quietly carrying too much inside.

This podcast is a space for honest conversations about emotional exhaustion, self-trust, intuition, and the patterns many women carry for years, without realising how much they’ve been shaping their choices.

My work sits at the intersection of intuitive guidance and trauma-aware support. I weave Tarot, Reiki, and grounded coaching conversations to help you see what’s actually happening beneath the surface, so you can stop overriding yourself and start making decisions from truth, not survival.

Because pushing harder hasn’t worked.

And it’s not because you’re doing it wrong.

It’s because your nervous system has been carrying more than you realise, and it’s been quietly shaping every decision you make.

Each week on Soul Medicine, I share reflections, intuitive insights, and truth-telling conversations designed to help you recognise yourself in the patterns we explore, soften the weight you’ve been carrying, and reconnect with your own inner guidance.

If you’ve spent years being the strong one, the responsible one, the one who holds everything together, you’re not alone here.

You’re allowed to move at your own pace.

And when you’re ready to sit in the discomfort of deeper self-understanding, I’ll be here.

Welcome to Soul Medicine.
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#41

Is It Wrong to Want to Leave Your Husband or Partner?

There are moments in life where everything looks… fine. The relationship. The family. The life you’ve built.But inside, something feels off.In this episode, we explore the quiet tension of staying in a life that no longer feels aligned, not because you don’t know, but because the truth would change everything.If you’ve been staying for the kids, telling yourself “it’s not that bad,” or feeling like it’s too late to start again… you’re not alone.You adapted.What This Episode OffersThis is not about telling you to leave… or to stay. It’s a space to recognise what you’ve been holding, and to begin telling the truth — even if nothing changes yet.Many listeners finish this episode feeling clearer, more aware of what’s real, and less alone in the questions they’ve been carrying.Gentle next stepIf this episode felt like a lot, the Ground • Clear • Protect meditation is a gentle place to start.It’s there to help your system settle and come back to itself.https://carinabull.com.au/groundingmeditationOptional SupportIf you feel like you can’t keep carrying this alone: You can join the Women’s Circle — a small, held space to explore what’s real for you, without pressure or expectation. Or, if you’re not ready for that level of depth, a 30-minute Tarot session can help you see the pattern you’re inside with more clarity.https://carinabull.com.au/30-min-tarot-reading-onlineIf this resonated…If this episode felt supportive, you’re welcome to follow the podcast or share it with someone who may need this right now.Music from UppbeatMountaineer — JuciestLicense code: OEPVET9VNFBLLISZ
#39

You’re Everyone’s Safe Place. But Who Holds You?

Being the strong one can look like capability. But often… it’s a nervous system pattern formed when support didn’t feel safe. In this episode, we explore what it costs to be the one who holds everything, and why that quiet depletion builds over time.If you’ve been:• holding it all together • feeling responsible for everything • struggling to receive support • or quietly exhausted without knowing whythis conversation is for you.This isn’t about fixing it.It’s about understanding what your system has been carrying…and why.Gentle Next StepIf this episode felt familiar, you might find it supportive to listen to theGround • Clear • Protect meditation.It’s a gentle way to help your nervous system settle,release some of what you’ve been holding,and reconnect with yourself safely.You can find it here:https://carinabull.com.au/groundingmeditationIf you want to explore support further, there are a couple of ways to do that. If you’re needing something gentle, you can start with the meditation above.And if you’re feeling ready to move through what’s coming up, I offer 30-minute sessions where we can explore this together in a grounded, supported way.You can find everything here:www.carinabull.com.auYou’re welcome to follow Soul Medicine if you’d like to stay close.And if someone in your life is always the one holding everything together, sharing this episode might help them feel less alone.Music from UppbeatMountaineer — JuciestLicense code: OEPVET9VNFBLLISZ